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So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you,
Saying I'm sorry for that night.

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what you mean to me//
Friday, February 12, 2010 // 4:37 AM

i'll be holidaying until wednesday which is great right ? woohoo. but i dont know why i feel so down tonight. maybe because i come to realize that i missed my friends a lot. i dont know why but i seriously cant even put a fake smile on my face. this is horrible. plus, i dont have much to do just yet and i dont know what i should do to kill my time. i dont plan to sit in front of this freaking laptop until i have something to do. thats for sure. texting is just isnt my thing anymore. i got no one to text now ): which sucks, yeah ! it finally azan-ed here so i think i am going to get my butt away from this laptop and solat then get back to this thingy because i have nothing else to do. i have issues now, i am sorry. today, i think i fought with puteri farihah, yeap my junior. well, its not my fault that i didnt have the mood to talk to her today right ? plus, i'm having a massive headache. if you're mad cause i didnt reply on your IM yesterday than i am dang sorry because i didnt realize that you were even on. i was busy doing my homework and being sick. yeah, i was sick yesterday. Happy ?! urgh. sorry, my anger is ganging up, dang it ! >_<'
i feel like killing myself without a reason. seriously.

its not me who's picking the fights with you guys, i am sorry but its just... this week, and what happened...gah, everything is just messed up. i am sorry. really really really sorry.
i am sorry if i got mad at any of you, if i pissed you guys off, if i turned you guys down, if i did something wrong but i was just not me this week. sorry again.

- - - - -
Cant blame you for thinking
That you really never knew me at all
I try to deny you
But nothing ever made me feel so wrong

I thought I was protecting you
From everything that I go through
But I know that we got lost along the way

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But Im never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me

Just know that Im sorry
I never wanted to make you feel so small
A story is just beginning
Well, let the truth break down these walls

And every time I think of you
I think of how you pushed me through
And show me how much better I could be...

You make me feel like Im myself
Instead of being someone else
I wanna live that everyday
You say what no one else was saying
You know exactly how to get to me
You know its what I need
Its what I need, yeah

(what you mean to me - sterling knight)