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So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you,
Saying I'm sorry for that night.

entries about chat links



wishful thinking

sorry,
I disabled the chat navigation.
I can't go back;
Sunday, May 30, 2010 // 3:42 AM

yes, I can do it, i think-
yes, it's already EXAM WEEK.
Allah, please help me get through it this week.
I told my followers on Twitter that I won't be on for the week.
I don't want to lose followers.
I want to really get good grades in my mid-term exam.
But If I don't,
Please, Please, Please, Please with a cherry on top,
don't be mad at me.
I worked hard, I've never worked harder than this my whole life.
I feel good and I hope you guys do,
no matter what crap the results are.
For your information,
this exam is the first time I'll be seeing the actual papers for Secondary School's Exam,
so I don't freaking know how the paper is,
so don't blame me if the I get low marks on subjects,
and again I worked hard and I will continue working hard.
Please, no nagging, just tell me to work harder,
no praising, no telling me I did great if I don't,
just tell me to work harder, and again, just tell me to work harder.
Don't remind me to study, just tell me to work harder,
the only word I want to hear you guys say is work harder.
I don't want to hear you guys say, 'I want you to get straight As,
I want you to be first in class,' I can tell myself that, seriously.
Just tell me to work hard.
I don't want to be forced, I just want to be told to
WORK HARD.
Let me do what I want because I'll try really hard on the things I really want.
One of the thing I want to gain is good grades too and I don't want you,
to tell me you want me to get them.
A little encouragement is good but too much can cause pain,
to me and to you guys.
Stop saying I can do everything because I know myself far more than you do,
I'm not perfect and I have feelings too,
I will do what I want
I can do what I can
I know my limits, it's such a lost if you don't know mine.
LASTLY,
DO NOT NAG,
DO NOT GET MAD,
ONLY TELL ME TO WORK HARD,
STOP SAYING I CAN DO EVERYTHING AT ONCE,
GIVE ENOUGH AMOUNT OF ENCOURAGEMENT,
I AM NOT PERFECT,
I HAVE FEELINGS,
LEARN TO KNOW MY LIMITS.

there's this one girl who seem to have a lot of love around her,
but she actually feels none.