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So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you,
Saying I'm sorry for that night.

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sorry,
I disabled the chat navigation.
One In The Same;
Saturday, July 10, 2010 // 5:16 AM

I started to think about this when I listened to the song:
press the play button.


This is my best friend from my primary school. NURUL FAQIHAH BT SAMLI, the craziest coolest person I've known since primary school :P
It all started at preschool, I don't really remember how but we just clicked. We used to stay at the preschool to wait for her mum & my uncle to finish school time, they are teachers. We would play puppets, rabbit and a kitten, if I'm not mistaken. I remember we pretended to cry once to.. nevermind xD
When we're in standard one, we had another best friend, Farhana. We'd pretend we're Do Re Mi and we even made a song together. It was epic. I had lots of fun with them but then as time flies, Farhana had to move, I can't remember when but she did.
That then leaves me with Faqihah again but that didn't break us down. We were still close. We would crush on the same guy or crush at two guys who were best friends. It was awesome.
THEN, we were in standard six, when it all started to change. Not in the early year, the end. I started to get close to Hanisah and she started to get close to Filzah and Uswatul. It was fine at first, I couldn't help to feel a bit left out but if that's what make her happy, then, I'd rather her be with them. Then she gang-ed up with Afiqah & Aina while I was being close to Ain. We're not that close but we're do talk and laugh and hang out, I guess.

things start to really change when we're in form 1.

we're in different classes. She's in 1KAA while I'm in ICA. She starts hanging out with her classmates and so did I with mine. We still laugh and act like everything's okay when we meet during Kokurikulum but I'm not sure, are we ?

Are we? What are we? Still best friends? Or we just turn in friends? I'd really like to know. I miss hanging out with her and laughing about the same things with her. I miss teasing her and I know she's the only person who would never be offended because I never meant it. She understands me, I miss her.

Yes, I miss you, Faqihah ;'(